notconflicted: (working this through)
The longer Atton had been gone, the more Sia had worried. He was perfectly capable, he didn't need her worrying, so she'd been Sia about it and gone about things like everything was fine.

And then earlier this week she got a message that told her that her instinct was correct. She made sure there was a bed ready in the medical ward, she made sure she'd be notified the instant that he arrived, and then she just had to wait.

It'd been a tense few days for her.

When he actually arrived, Sia got word pretty quickly. A medical team was on the way already since they didn't know what state he'd be in, though when she got there she saw that he'd made it to one of the inner hallways before they got to him. Of course he did.


[For that guy!]
notconflicted: (sorry)
Sia woke up on Coruscant after a couple days in a bacta tank, and immediately she wanted to be caught up. She wanted numbers, she wanted to know how things looked, she wanted to know who made it and who didn't. They told her the Sith were gone from the galaxy, that Wredd had always hated the Sith and arranged all of this to exterminate them, which would leave only himself to be killed. Sia didn't entirely buy it. Thousands of years of intermittent fighting had proven that there were always Sith; this was just a break until they popped up again.

She'd take it, anyway.

Otherwise she mainly got to lay there. When you were one of the leaders of the galaxy and had just taken a cauterizing weapon to the chest they didn't seem to be in a rush to let her go from the hospital right away, and there wasn't much she could be done from here. So for now, she'd gotten the bed positioned so that she could sit up and breathe better, and the news was on as a distraction when it reality it only had her thinking more.


[Open!]
notconflicted: (all the news is bad)
Sia thought that maybe she should have expected Stazi to drop everything to go fight pirates on Dac without discussing it with the other Triumvirs. She would not have expected Jessica to go with him.

She was sincerely glad that things had worked out, that they had helped the refugees and captured the pirates and saved the day. She was glad that word way making its way around and making them all look good. She didn't like the feeling of people going over her head. Master K'kruhk didn't share her outrage over the situation, but then it wasn't his forces- forces that were stretched incredibly thin at a terrible time- that were used in this way. It wasn't his best friend that sided with Stazi without talking to her, and then didn't come back right away with the others. He didn't have to regret putting up a fight about this and then know he looked terrible in private while the person who was making you look good in public was going to hold this over him.

That was what Sia was dealing with, along with some deeper feelings about the larger situation that she wasn't wanting to admit even to herself yet, and it was ruining her entire day. When she finally turned off the news reports in her office, she found herself contemplating her phone. If she was going to call, she did it on Sundays when she knew he was probably in Fandom, but she needed to talk to someone not here, who wouldn't automatically be against her.

So, she picked up and made a call.


[For one!]
notconflicted: (yeah sure)
Sia wasn't entirely sure it was the best thing for her to be here, and not just because she was worried about taking a night off from her nonstop terrible job for once. It was just that she and Atton had not had a great year, relationshipwise, and then there'd been an added depression-inducing complication with terrible timing when Sia already wasn't sure how to navigate things yet. She didn't like feeling unsure.

But she was deciding that was background. They were friends, and she worried about him, and she was at least a reason to get him out. Off island, even, to a bar they'd been to before, where Sia asked, "Are you going to roll your eyes if I ask you what I'm drinking tonight?"


[For Atton!]
notconflicted: (you are adorable)
It had been months since Sia had been able to go out unescorted (even Jessica technically served in a professional capacity), and she only had to go to a whole other galaxy to do it. And the reason why she was here was pretty unexpected after all these months.

She found a table- not the bar since she didn't really want to deal with a bartender as a third party today- and sat down to wait. She wouldn't say she was nervous; maybe wary of how things would go? But if they'd gotten to this point they'd probably be fine.

And if not, she was already in a bar.


[For one!]
notconflicted: (okay with this)
It wasn't as if they hadn't been aware that the Sith threat was still out there, but it'd been quiet for long enough that they'd maybe gotten a little complacent. They'd definitely been distracted. And then today the convoy carrying all three leaders of the Triumvirate had been attacked by a Sith cell.

It was a smaller cell, and Sia had an Antares-led security team of Imperial Knights in addition to the couple of Jedi in Master K’hruk’s speeder, so it wasn't nearly as bad as it could have been. Her Knights also came out looking pretty amazing on the footage that made the news, so not only Sia was absolutely going to use that to her advantage, but she was also able to finagle this into devoting more time and resources into locating the remaining cells. Also, while this raised questions about how the Sith knew where they would be, there were less of them to worry about now. In the end, it was a rough day that worked in her favor for once.

She wasn’t exactly shaken up by this. This was fairly minor, but the rest of the events and meetings for today were postponed, and people hadn’t really been keen on bugging her anymore today. And with actual time to herself for once, she was spending it sitting on the floor of the vast, empty hallway outside her quarters, throwing a ball for Vitor to fetch without worrying about disturbing anyone.

Maybe she’d find an open training room later? What did normal people do with free time?

[Open!]
notconflicted: (mostly neutral)
Things happened quickly after... everything. It was hard when you’d been at war for a long time and it all stopped suddenly, but in this case it didn’t so much stop as get replaced with a new kind of chaos. The day after her father’s death, Sia was declared Empress in an almost throwaway part of a statement announcing the rule of the new Galactic Triumvirate, linking the Empire, Galactic Alliance and Jedi as a united front. There were countless meetings and debates and arguments about how to go about things but the decision to move everything to Coruscant had been unanimous. The Jedi took over the old Temple, while the GA and Empire shared the massive Imperial Palace, and while she had nothing to do with the name of the building, she still considered it a little victory.

The issue was that Palpatine had been a crazy person and built it out until it was way, way too big, with countless rooms that no longer had purposes. A lot of the lower levels had never been properly restored after the Yuuzhan Vomg War, and the capital had most recently been occupied by the Sith before being abandoned for Korriban some time ago. They were moving people in and starting up regular business, but it was happening around a lot of work that had to be done.

The rooms were mostly perfectly habitable, though, so Sia was working from her apartment near the top of the palace while her offices were being set up, and she returned from a frustrating Triumvirate meeting in a dusty conference room with two people who didn’t seem to like her much, only to find that Vitor had discovered a new hobby called “let’s run around in front of the giant window and bark at everything in the sky.”

“You’re lucky you’re cute,” she sighed.

[For one!]
notconflicted: (sad)
It wasn’t that Sia didn’t get emotional ever, it was that she usually couldn’t, not in public. And when she had just seen her father killed after he turned to the dark side, suddenly leaving her with the job she’d always dreaded having to take, she really couldn’t lose it in front of anyone.

Well, maybe Antares, but there were many reasons she didn’t want to.

She handled things, with help from him and Treis. It was easy to blame Darth Maladi for Roan’s death and say that he had sacrificed himself to rid the galaxy of a Sith threat, because from a certain point of view, it was true. Maladi couldn’t defend herself anymore. Krayt's death had caused a shift in the battle, with Sith soldiers losing it without him controlling them, and their splintering forces had ended up going their separate ways in the middle of everything. Sia did get in touch with Cade to confirm that Krayt really was dead; he was, and his body had been flown into a sun, just to make entirely sure. She’d contacted Stazi and K’krukh, letting them know what had happened and announcing that she would be taking things over from her father.

Most Force sensitives fighting would have felt the deaths of Krayt and Roan. Still, Sia had had to deliver the message to the returning forces that both things were true. And then she excused herself to her quarters, where she could lock herself away for a while and not face anyone except those who she would actually want to see.

She’d taken off her armor, leaving just the black garments underneath, and was sitting on the bed with a datapad, making notes of all of the things she still had to do or find out. Maybe it was just busy work. Eventually, she was sure she’d feel something again, but right now she was just numb. But numb was good. Numb would get her through the day.


[Feels a little weird to not have this family trauma in late summer for once. For those hanging out in the GFFA!]
notconflicted: (lightsaber: holding)
With everything going on, sticking to a regular training schedule had gotten really difficult, which was bad when some of the things that had been going on included torture and Sia actually dying in battle. At the moment, nothing was exploding and she was still waiting on her next orders- she’d bet money that she’d be on her way back to Taivas- she took some time to go down to one of the training rooms to work on lightsaber drills.

Besides, part of her week included a memorial service for the ex that she was still pretty sure was alive and most people hadn’t found out about the ex part, so this was a good chance to work some things out.

[Open!]
notconflicted: (it's been a bad day)
On the way from Korriban, Sia had felt her now ex-boyfriend die. She was pretty sure that that was a trick, though, and she wouldn't believe it until she saw a body, and therefore she could deal with it. She had people she could put on that to find out for sure.

Once they got back to Bastion, Sia had had to be debriefed, and tell her father that the person who had killed his wife a decade ago was alive and a Sith now. That had been hard.

After that, she'd declined a bacta tank in favor of treating her injuries herself. The Sith hadn't had her for long enough to warrant using up that much of a valuable resource during wartime. Instead, she'd spent a very long time using bacta patches on the worst of the cuts she'd sustained during torture earlier that day.

In all honestly, she knew they were getting somewhere finally, but this was getting to be a lot.

Today was better? She looked like herself again, she needed to get caught up on what was happening with the new alliance with the Jedi, she had to find Atton and Jessica and... she hadn't quite figured out what to say yet. And she would get to it as soon as she could catch up on reports of what had happened the last three days without reading the same sentence a dozen times. Better, apparently, but not 100%.
notconflicted: (all the news is bad)
After the stunt with the lightsaber, Darth Havok had gotten smart about Sia. He'd had her suspended from her shackles in a crucifixion pose, where she couldn't get at anything, and even if she did, her hands were too far from anything to do any damage. He'd even had the fire pits removed, and had sent Sith guards to keep watch in the chamber when he left, so she really wasn't able to try anything.

All she could really do was not let the dark energy all around her intrude on her thoughts too much, and try to figure a way out of this before things really got bad.


[NFB, etc. Taken from Legacy #50 and preplayed with the completely amazing [personal profile] craftyladyparts and [personal profile] suitably_heroic!]
notconflicted: (looks good in red)
Sia had stayed with the Jedi for a while to try and work out a possible alliance, but while they might trust her, her father was another story. They had agreed to send people to meet with Roan and a few Imperial Knights to finalize some things. The Jedi were allied with the Galactic Alliance, as were the Imperials. If they could work out their own deal so everyone could actually work together, maybe they could finally end this.

She’d invited Atton, because he’d offered, and because in case things did fall apart, he might be of help as a neutral party. Which was one of those things where if she could go back and tell that to her younger self, she’d have called herself a liar.

The meeting would be held in a field, with robes and hats matching the working farmers nearby to blend in more easily, with the Jedi coming from one side and the Imperials from another, to literally meet in the middle.


[NFB, NFI, OOC is fine. Taken from Legacy #46, and preplayed with the amazing [personal profile] suitably_heroic!]
notconflicted: (at rest)
Sia didn't typically cop to things like needing a break, but privately at least she had to admit that the last few days here had been really helpful. Turns out that being surrounded by war and politics all the time might be detrimental, especially when you didn't actually want to be doing it. Who knew.

Well, okay, Atton knew, and had been telling her that for a while, but that was not the point.

She was out with him tonight, hitting up some bar off island, and that felt really needed, too. For a lot of reasons. So once they got there and found a table, Sia asked, "So what drink are you having me try tonight?"

[For Atton!]
notconflicted: (sitting)
It was an awkward trip back to Bastion. The ship was too small for that many people, and having been dying/dead for a lot of it, Sia hadn't known about all of the fights that had sprung up until she started keeping track of who was avoiding who. And once Antares wasn't webbed anymore, she still couldn't get a minute alone with him, Cade wasn't really talking to anyone, but half his crew was mad at him anyway…

And then they got to Bastion, without the threat of being shot out of the sky, which was Sia's first clue that they'd successfully taken the planet and the palace while she'd been gone. So for her, this was the first time in nine years she was really coming home.

She'd seen her father, briefed him on what had happened the best she could and made it very clear that Cade's crew was to be allowed to leave with the payment that she had promised them when they felt ready, then made sure to arrange it so that they would actually be allowed to leave, since she didn't exactly trust Roan to go with her on this. And then she had to find the new quarters they'd chosen for her. She'd last lived here when she was eleven, and living with her father at twenty was absolutely not an option for her anymore, so while she'd been gone someone had cleared out the rooms that had most likely last belonged to a high-ranking Imperial official who was probably now jailed for treason. That felt slightly creepy, and nothing in here was her style, but it had a bed that Vitor was currently sprawled across, and that was good enough for her.

She cleaned herself up and changed out of the clothes that had been through way too much today, and sat next to her dog to give him the pets he deserved, also taking time to make a call and send a text. She assumed Antares would be by once Roan was finished reading him the riot act (spoiler: he wasn't coming), but at least she had some time to at least process things for a bit.

[Open for replies or for Jessica if she's around!]
notconflicted: (focused)
Sia had spent her fall break back home, because it'd been about a year since she'd been there last. She had no idea how it'd been so long, and spent the week and a half working as needed, spending time with her father and her friends, and training with her master, Elke Vetter. Apparently her fighting skills were pretty good, but her Force skills could use some work, and so that was essentially Sia's homework until the next time she was able to go back.

Portal delays had kept her from getting back in time for class, so Sia didn't worry about rushing, and picked up Vitor on the way back to her room. She was intent on actually doing some of this Force practice, but that was proving difficult around a dog who'd been left behind Forever and was so happy to see her again.

Sigh.

[Open but slow! Let's count this as 3.4, Len.]
notconflicted: (defiant)
Sia had left her phone in her room accidentally when she went to take Vitor for a walk and get him out of the house for a while, and she hadn't immediately checked it when she got back. When she did, though, she listened to the message twice before allowing herself to freak out a little. Calmly, of course, because that was how she did most things.

She tried calling back a couple times, but didn't get an answer, and even began looking up portals before reminding herself that she didn't know the situation, that maybe someone else had gotten a similar message that had more detail...

Objects in the room began shaking, as was pretty common here, and Sia snapped, "Not now."

The shaking stopped. The ghosts could bug her later, they probably figured.

[Open door, open post!]
notconflicted: (b&w looking down)
Sia wasn't really feeling hugely social the last couple days. She hadn't really done anything bad to anyone who didn't deserve it while spending a couple weeks as the thing she hated most, but she still felt really uneasy about how much she'd enjoyed all the killing she did. Plus there was that feeling of remembering being dead and alive at the same time, and basically Sia wasn't feeling that great today.

Which was why she was sitting on her bed against her headboard, cuddling her dog that she was so glad to have back, and sending a text.

[Open door, open post.]
notconflicted: (absorbed)
To anyone who came by, they'd probably think Sia had gone through some little changes in the last day or so, but Sia had always been like this. Her room was cleaner and a lot quieter without the dog in it, her wardrobe was darker in color and just slightly more revealing than usual, but other than that, she might seem almost normal.

It was because ever since she realized just how many Jedi flocked to this place at any given time, she'd found it in her best interest to keep a low profile. It wouldn't do for her to get found out as a Sith princess when her father had sent her here specifically to preserve the line for the day one of his people inevitably turned on him, would it?

Her door was open, and she was trying to get some homework done. Really, that sort of thing just helped in honing rage sometimes.

[Oh I went to the Sith AU place. Door and post open! Sia won't do anything bad but she miiight try to get in your head cuz it's fun and all.]
notconflicted: (so...)
Sia was curled up on the cushion of her bay window that was totally in her room now, looking out at the scenery below. She'd been feeling kind of weird over the last day or so, for no apparent reason, and now she was just content to be pensive and... hum to herself. The tune just spoke to her.

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound


It was apparently that kind of day.


[Door and post open!]
notconflicted: (focused)
After a week of this, Sia was pretty much over it. Walking around herself was fine, but she was tired of moving when anyone else got up, she was tired of having to live out of a bag, and she was beginning to wonder if she could bribe the squirrels into not reporting it if she just decided to move back to the dorms.

And if that was all at the forefront of her mind, it was because she was rummaging through her bag only to realize she'd left some things at the dorms, and also because she could tell Vitor was going in circles to find a place to lay down because of the way the castle was moving. Just one more week. Just one more...


[Mostly for one, but open with SP!]

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