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notconflicted) wrote2019-02-28 06:12 am
notconflicted) wrote2019-02-28 06:12 am
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Coruscant- Thursday
Sia thought that maybe she should have expected Stazi to drop everything to go fight pirates on Dac without discussing it with the other Triumvirs. She would not have expected Jessica to go with him.
She was sincerely glad that things had worked out, that they had helped the refugees and captured the pirates and saved the day. She was glad that word way making its way around and making them all look good. She didn't like the feeling of people going over her head. Master K'kruhk didn't share her outrage over the situation, but then it wasn't his forces- forces that were stretched incredibly thin at a terrible time- that were used in this way. It wasn't his best friend that sided with Stazi without talking to her, and then didn't come back right away with the others. He didn't have to regret putting up a fight about this and then know he looked terrible in private while the person who was making you look good in public was going to hold this over him.
That was what Sia was dealing with, along with some deeper feelings about the larger situation that she wasn't wanting to admit even to herself yet, and it was ruining her entire day. When she finally turned off the news reports in her office, she found herself contemplating her phone. If she was going to call, she did it on Sundays when she knew he was probably in Fandom, but she needed to talk to someone not here, who wouldn't automatically be against her.
So, she picked up and made a call.
[For one!]
She was sincerely glad that things had worked out, that they had helped the refugees and captured the pirates and saved the day. She was glad that word way making its way around and making them all look good. She didn't like the feeling of people going over her head. Master K'kruhk didn't share her outrage over the situation, but then it wasn't his forces- forces that were stretched incredibly thin at a terrible time- that were used in this way. It wasn't his best friend that sided with Stazi without talking to her, and then didn't come back right away with the others. He didn't have to regret putting up a fight about this and then know he looked terrible in private while the person who was making you look good in public was going to hold this over him.
That was what Sia was dealing with, along with some deeper feelings about the larger situation that she wasn't wanting to admit even to herself yet, and it was ruining her entire day. When she finally turned off the news reports in her office, she found herself contemplating her phone. If she was going to call, she did it on Sundays when she knew he was probably in Fandom, but she needed to talk to someone not here, who wouldn't automatically be against her.
So, she picked up and made a call.
[For one!]
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At least not at the moment. Later, probably.